Im sorry everyone, I disappeared on all of you and for the worst reason, to eat. The past 2weeks of so ive been eating like crazy. And it hasnt been just any food...its been real junk food. Ive eaten McDonalds 4times. Not even the chicken or getting smalls, full on BigMac, large fries, and diet coke. One time i got 2mighty kids meals, TWO OF THEM. Ive been eating 5-10 pizza bagels for breakfast. One morning I ate 15 cookies called Coconut dreams, theyre basically somoas in one sitting. What im trying to tell you is I have a problem.
Im sick, i cant get outta this binge and Chess isnt helping me at all. Hes a junk food eater. He eats junk like that at least once a week. He is the one bringing me food, feeding me, driving me to McDonalds, or wherever I want to stuff my face. I love him to death and I know he means well but hes making me fat. Ugh.
Yesterday I started to buckle down, I drank water at Chess's house instead of gingerale. I only ate a little chinese food for dinner around5ish and didnt eat the rest of the night. I defidently worked off the pizza bagels I had for breakfast, Chess and I painted his living room yesterday for his mom, we had to move lots of furniture and whatnot but it ended up looking really nice :)
Todays going to better and a real workout. Were going on zip lines so im gonna be moving alot today :) Chess slept over last night cause hes coming with us, he tucked me in last night and kissed me goodnight, it was the best thing ever <3
Thin dreams!
