I checked again today...still 100.5! Honestly I dont want to loose anymore weight, its not that Im skinny enough, I can always be skinnier! The truth is there is a point where people can tell how we got to be so damn skinny. When we weigh 99.0 lbs everyone can tell that we havent eaten in 2days, theres no other explanation at that point. I would love to weigh 99.0Lbs. That would really be the low-fat icing on the Jenny Craig low calorie cake! lol But weighing 99Lbs isnt worth the inevitable drama that would come with it. I would rather weigh 100.0lbs and be free to do whatever the fuck I want, rather then weigh 99.0lbs and have to visit doctors, be watched constantly, forced to eat, and all the emotional drama that would really do damage to me. Im skinny now. I know I am.
I know how shocking this must sound. A pro-ana person saying shes skinny enough? Well yes. For now any way. Under the watchful eye of my parents this is as skinny as I can be without attracting negative attention. I could keep going, but Id rather wait till college when Im not being watched.
One more thing :] Im proof darlings. Proof that youll get there too. Its not impossible. We can look like the models in magazines, we can be as skinny as we want, and the people who say its not possible are the people who just didnt try fucking hard enough!
<33 I love you all and I promise to be back tomorrow!
