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Thursday, January 27, 2011

I've never been more depressed

Im freaking about college. What if I dont get in? When will I know? How disappointed could my parents be? What if I end up going to community college with the failures? Im on the verge of tears trying to keep myself calm. I was going to post a help me on Reddit but Id rather come here. I mean. For Gods sake MEGAN got into college and shes got some bad grades. I at least have an 83GPA. I cant do shit. I have my life. I hate it.

-sigh-

I went to the mall with my Mom today, we both got the Reebok Easy Tone sneakers(on sale $39!) and Ive been wearing them for a couple hours. I can already feel them working my calves, I just hope they actually do something for my ass. Its always nice to get hit on and I did. twice.

I really just want to break down and cry. But I cant. I need to write an essay about Death of a Salesman that was due like 2weeks ago and if I dont hand it in tomorrow then its a 0 forever. I need to finish my art for AP art. I need to do laundry. I probably had math HW. I need to cry for about an hour.
my life is just a bottle of fuck.

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1 comment:

  1. Olivia LeeFebruary 2, 2011 at 9:56 AM

    Hey girl, I just saw this post and I thought I might tell you that I'm currently in Comm College. In my last, and 4th semester. I know how you feel about possibly being at a shit school. It's honestly not bad, and now I get to graduate from an awesome UC instead of like Merced! Crossing fingers for Berkeley, UCSB, UCLA and UCSC! Sending you skinnies dear :)

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