Talk about a comeback

Well. Here I am again. This time at an all time heaviest of 128lbs. Disgusting. I've got two chins and a fuck ton of fat. Now, I'm sure you're asking yourself "damn Adrienne how did you get so fat" we'll I ask myself that every 10minutes of every day. Part of it was joining the Army. To them in shape and looking good we're two very different things. The other part was when I moved down to NC all I ate was shitty food. Now here I am craving terrible greasy food. I already ate over 1000 calories today. Holy hell how do I stop??? 

I'm definitely going to purge that sandwich up. All 680 cal. Ugh. At least I'm at work(oh yea I sell mattresses now, I watch Netflix all day cause how many people go mattress shopping on a Thursday at 4?) so I'm all alone. Which probably makes me fatter cause I don't do anything all day but lounge on my ass watching Archer in a $6K bed. So hard. So it's not like when I go to work I'm moving/distracted from food. 

Help me please. Anyone have any advice to get me back on track HELP!!

Yep double chin/jowels. Check that sweet arm fat. Disgusting. Did I mention I live in a beach town? Bikini nightmare. 

Edit: got most of it up :/