Quick Question?

Ive always been curious, I feel bad when I miss a day from blogging idk why, but Im never sure if i should make a lame post just cause Im compelled to post everyday, or just not post anything at all...Its like if I do nothing in a day, absotootly nuthin, should I still make some lame post? ahh Im tired :]

The one thing...

I gain a pound, I shrug it off. I dont eat for an entire day, and I'm proud. My AP art teacher calls and tells me I need to bring in 5 excellent completed pieces on the first day of school for 'evaluation', and I freak out. Its surprising what scares me. Ive made a couple pieces(8?) and I'm scared to death of what my teacher will say. Last year I brought in 10pieces of art and she threw out 7of them >.< I did sell a piece of art in Woodstock, maybe I wont fail...

Well, my collage tour went very good. It was about 90degrees Fahrenheit out and we walked around the campus for an hour and a half(2miles!) In total today I walked almost 4miles(3.7to be exact...or 5.9Km)and I weighed 109.0Lbs. Other then the campus tour, I didnt do much today. I was going to go out shopping with my mom, but she had some stomach ache. Oh well, My mom promised to get me a pair of jeans before school next Tuesday :]

I drank water 99% of the day. My family was having leftovers for dinner. The only thing that was left was rice, steak and all sorts of unhealthy food! I managed to get away with a few pieces of steak on a small salad with a little vinaigrette, and asparagus! No dessert, just tea.

I love you girls to the bone! Im tired as hell >.< Im going to walk around my house till Ive walked at least 4.5miles! I need exercise!

Update:
I kindof feel like I ruined everything. I had 3bites of Chocolate Cheesecake. My stomach hurts from doing as many sit ups as I can everynight. Im drinking a lot of Diet Pepsi, try and get a little energy before I finish 4.5mi.

Made my day.

underneath it was the comment "whatever, that's what fat people with no will power say! think thin girls! love ya!"

it just made my day :] had to share with people who would appreciate it!

Love ya to the bones girls!

Patsie the Purple Pedometer

It finally arrived, my pedometer! Im happy :] I also named it Patsie. I ended up walking 2.5miles today! It was a really good day for me. I woke up at 1:30Pm because my 11:30am alarm didn't go off. When I went downstairs I saw the mail truck so I went out and got it, and there was Patsie! I spent a good portion of the day just walking in circles around my house, it was to hot to go outside(Im a cold weather person!) I had a peach for breakfast with water. I only ate 3things today! water, 1peach, and a very small homemade personal pizza. After pizza my bf came and picked me up. I was out till 10:30pm, and that means I missed dessert with my dad! I gave Chess my piece of Chocolate Cheesecake.

so tomorrow my Mom and I are going on a walking tour of a collage, the info says its going to take about an hour. Im really excited, I plan on going to school for cartooning and animation. I love doing stop motions(like nightmare before christmas, or Coraline, or the Corpse Bride) im getting a great deal! Walking and seeing a collage :]

well time to catch up on all your lovely blogs. I adore reading them, even if I dont comment. Thanks for all your support <33

stay thin!

History!

hey! so I hadn't realized that I never put my weight up anymore >.< sorry!! today I weighed 108.5Lbs! I really started restricting and working out in April. I remember going to my Doctors for a refill on my ADHD meds and she weighed me. She told me "your 126Lbs today, according to your charts youve been that weight for the last couple years so I guess thats your weight!"(Im 5'3") I was horrified! I couldn't stand the thought that I was fat, Ive always been fat, and I was always going to be fat. I remember seeing some controversy on TV about pro-ana blogs and how its poising girls. I went onto one and thought "I found it! I wont be fat anymore, i can be happy. people wont ridicule me, and theres an entire subculture of proana, and their all amazing." In alot of ways I had always been restricting in a sad attempt at loosing weight. I had always not eaten breakfast or lunch, the difference was I actually started to pay alot more attention to what and how much I ate. I began to run everyday, and work at loosing weight. I made my first blog(looking like I should) and it worked. By the end of April I had lost a few pounds. School ended in June and I was 117Lbs. I had lost close to 10Lbs. It was crazy. And since summer started Ive lost close to another 10Lbs(1.5lbs to go)Going back to school another 10Lbs lighter. suck on that mean school kids ;D

Another thing that spurred me to loose weight was my brother Gram(Ive always spelled his name funny its Graham). Anyway, he went for his first year in College last September in North Carolina. My family lives in NY so its super far away, especially cause me and him are really close. Hes 6'2" and weighed close to 250Lbs, he didnt gain the freshman 15, he lost 40Lbs. When he returned home all he got was compliment after compliment on how great he looked. He had always been the big sibling(in both stature and weight) and now I was the fat sibling. It shook me to my fatty core. When I lost 10Lbs, my brother was telling me "wow Adrienne! you lost alot of weight, you can really tell, like in the face. you look great" Were equal now, no fat sibling.

The last reason I wanted to loose alot of weight was my brothers evil exgirlfriend. Her mind was crazy, but she looked like the perfect girl, like model. Her waist was itsy bitsy, she had a massive chest, shes about 5" and tiny. she was just perfect looking. The problem was that people would say "You guys could be twins" and i knew what they meant was "you guys look like twins, if one twin fell in a tub of lard ate her way out." So, Im fixing it :]

hahaha Im sorry this was such a crazy long post, I just wanted to give yall a little history ^-^ Ill probably put up a new post later on my intake etc. <33