What a Fucking Joke.

Yesterday I said, "My goal today is not to eat, or to eat as little as possible" Can you guess what happened? Can you? If you guessed "you ate a fucking ton" then youve just won the Million Calorie Prize.


Lunch wasnt so bad, I ate a quarter of my moms sandwich and one Iced tea. Then after my parents were all tuckered out from skiing we all hopped into the car and went to King Aurthur Flour, its a baking/cooking supplies type store. I couldnt help myself in there. I bought Pecan Pie filling and you know thats all sugar. I also bought toasted coconut scone mix. By the time we were done in King Aurthur it was dinner time and we found this amazing restaurant called the Tip Top Cafe. 

The Tip Top Cafe had some of the absolutely best food that I have eaten in a while. I just could not controle myself. Appetizer were perfectly cooked and seasoned crispy golden fries with a garlic sauce. For dinner I ate grilled duck, with sauted spinach and onions, over fried fingerling potatoes, all drizzled in a cranberry sauce. And lastly, Creme Brulee for dessert. Honestly. Could any of you have turned down such a meal for a small side salad? If you could, then you are a stronger person then I and thou art my hero.



I didnt eat at all until late at night when Harry broke out the Budweiser. I only drank 2...homw many calories is that? TO GOOGLE! Jesus Christ 145. that means in about 30 minutes I drank almost 300calories. I hooked up with Harry again rather then go smoke a cigarette, and now I want one sooo badly. I really dont like to drink. Id rather smoke. Theres no calories in smoke. 


Lest see the damage done.
1/4 sandwich
2 Arizona green tea
Fries+garlic sauce
Duck+spinach+onions+potatoes
Creme Brulee
2 Beer
1 Diet Pepsi
Its not the quantity of food that go me yesterday(although dinner was huge-o-mudo) it was that all the food I ate was really high in calories. Damn. Today is looking up at least. Ive only had 1/2 and Arizona Iced Tea(135) and I think Im having half a Chicken Pot Pie for dinner maybe 350 calories? nice. so about 575calories today :D


 Im going to try doing the liquid fast. Im not sure how strictly Ill be able to follow it though. I have to eat dinner with my parents almost every night! But I will participate to the best of my ability! <33 


Thin Dreams Girls <3

Does That Make Me a Slut?...a Fat Slut?

Alright. So last night. After a few beers, I snuggled up with this super cute boy :] Hes real nice, 20, and lives in NJ. I didn't feel guilty about hooking up with him, probably because I was drunk hahaha. I always forget how nice boy-kisses are...mmmmm boy-kisses....We ended up staying awake till 4:30am...well at least he did, I fell asleep with my head on his chest. Needless to say waking up a 7:00am this morning was not  a pleasant experience. I had a slight hangover, and was so tired I could barley walk. But last night was still nice :]

Yesterday turned into a terrible terrible terrible terrible food fest. I drank 3different Arizona Iced Teas( green tea, Iced tea, and Arnold Palmer iced tea) I dont even want to begin thinking about the calories in that. Fuck. Lunch was quesodillas, and holy crap they were delicious. Cheesy, chicken-y, gooey, yummy goodness. About 300calories. Honestly if that was the only thing I had eaten I wouldve been so happy. We had raviolis in red sauce for dinner, I thought I was going to be sick. I had to eat 8 of them and good Lord it was a battle to keep putting those in my face. After that ordeal was over my Mom pops into the room where Im sleeping with a bowl of Ice Cream covered in butterscotch and cherries. Yes. I ate it. Yes, I regret it. Yes I am ashamed of my weak constitution. ew.

My goal today is not to eat, or to eat as little as possible. I skipped breakfast, mostly due to the hangover. I have 2 Iced teas waiting for me so one of those is lunch and another is after dinner snack. yea. Now let see if I can stick to this plan...

Since my last post Ive eaten:
Raviolis
Arizona Iced Tea
Arnold Palmer Iced Tea
Butterscotch Ice Cream Sundae
3beers
diet Pepsi
Quesodilla
Grilled Cheese
And if I ate anything else I really dont remember >.<

I cant wait to go home tomorrow. 4hr car ride? no problem. Creepy fat dude sitting across from me at the ski lodge? problem. Same creepy dude talking to me? bigger problem.

<33

That Was a Close Call

I have no idea whats going on with my stomach. I think I might have developed lactose intolerance. My stomach is fucked up. I was sitting at the ski lodge, and I had to run to the bathroom 2flights of stairs down, and I barley made it. My stomach hurts and is grumbly. It could be the almost raw egg I had for breakfast, ew. Thinking about that egg made me want to puuuke.

Alright kids. Gather round the campfire, Adrienne has a story for you. Last time I was in Vermont there were at least 10 people staying in the house. One of those people was the grandson of the owner of the house. His name is Sean and he was 21. I smoked a ton of weed with him, skied with him, and hooked up with him. Hes hot. Tattoos, ears gauge, and totally sexy in that grimy bad boy sortof way. Now that I want Chess, I never want to see Sean again because...well...if he comes to Vermont then I will with out a doubt hook up with him again. I though I as home free this weekend. You see, if Chess and I start dating again next time I see Sean I can say "oh I have a boyfriend" and then I wont hookup with him, But I cant go saying I have one when I dont. Nor can I say no to that sexy sexy face. Hes also an incredible kisser. Gah.

Alright. Last night was alos a fail. I ate a disgusting ammount of hummus, and like 3 huge spoonfulls of butterscotch topping for icecream.

Heres what I stuffed down my throat since my last post.
Steak(250)
Asparagus(15)
Broccoli(30)
Potatoes(200)
Butterscotch(120)
Diet Pepsi(0)
Hummus(100)
Chips(300)
Egg(100)
Bacon(36)
Arizona Green Tea(210)
Hot Fudge(130)
Whipped Cream(65)
=1556calories. Kill me
Ugh. Having my period is not making my stomach feel any better.

Here I Am in Vermont

Yesterday sucked. About halfway through the drive home my dad pulls off to go to McDonalds for dinner. Ugh. I still feel sick just thinking about it. I ordered the 3piece chicken selects and my Mom ordered the 5piece and gave me one so that we would each have 4pieces of chicken. I also got a small fries with it. Ew. I felt so sick and i still do. Just that pungent smell of McDonalds is really difficult to get over. I only managed to eat 3selects before I felt stuffed. Ew. At least I had a diet Pepsi :/

Then this morning after a horrible nights sleep(I slept next to a wood burning stove and it was so hot I couldn't fall asleep till at least 3am. Ugh. Anyway I woke up and just as I thought, my Dad made a huge breakfast. Eggs, Sausage, and Toast drenched in butter. I could even finish the eggs and toast. Way to much butter. I didn't ski today, although my parents are. I would rather work on my math homework then ski today.

What I ate...
3piece chicken selects 400
Small french fries 230
Diet Pepsi 0
2eggs(200)
toast (???)
Coffee (50)
Sausage(???)

And tonight Im pretty sure were having a big dinner :/ potatoes, meat, the whole 9 yards. God I feel sick.

>.< Thin dreams <3

I Guess the World Just Likes to Fuck With Me.

For some unexplainable, evil, horrible reason everytime I go to Vermont I get my period. When my period comes my body just decides 'well one things fucked, might as well let the rest go to hell' My face and chest broke out so now I look like some middle schooler going through puberty. Im bloated so now all my jeans are tight so I look like a sausage. If there is one good thing about VT its that noone has to see me like this...hopefully the 21year old I hooked up with isnt at the house this weekend...

I had 2 sips of coffee for breakfast. Breakfast in VT is going to be annoying. every morning my dad makes eggs and bacon, and toast, with orange juice, and coffee. So much food. So Im just going to not eat breakfast. I wont have to eat lunch, I mean my parents wont notice cause they will be busy skiing. Hopefully by the time we return form the freezing cold northern state, my face will have cleared up a bit, my period will have stopped completely and I will have lost at least a pound or two. 

Ive been talking to Chess every night, up till midnight maybe 1am just talking to him about everything :] Its really nice. lol my Dad told me to stay away from him. As if!

Alright I need to pack. 4days. I can do this. <33 Ill try and update whenever I can! and I cant wait to get back and read all about your progress!!

Alright that^ was my first friend when I moved to my current town in 2nd grade. She has since moved to CA, thinned up, gotten perfect skin, perfect body, and is basically how I wished I looked. :/

Thin dreams!