So This Happened XD

He started it and I played along, and then I was just an ass XD OMG he came into school with his nails painted BRIGHT BLUE. He said his little sister painted them while he was sleeping, but there wasnt a chip, bump, mush, nothing on those nails. Ladies, you know. If you dont sit perfectly still and do nothing till they are 150% Dry they will get messed up. And he slept with wet nails and they came out perfect? No. Sorry doesn't work. I dont believe Ive shared a picture of him. Hes chubby, short(my height), and his hair is to his lower back.

Oh did I fail to mention he gets mistaken for a girl? alot? Like truckers have tried to get his number. Lol

Im sorry I just had to share this

Baller Day

Lol I want to go into detail, but I dont want someone to find this. Long story short I was blazed(high) from 7:28Am-12:30pm. If thats not a win day I dont know what is! Haha. I dont think I ate much today. Although my mom made my FAVORITE!! Swiss Steak, egg noodles, and spinach. ohhhhhhh yum :3 I only had soda otherwise...yea lol

Good times today. hahaha :D

Going into NYC some day this week, Thursday I think. Then some AP Art Field trip on Friday.Saturday I'm supposed to go over to Marcus's house and watch anime with him :3 I hope we get snuggly ^-^ This will be a fantastic week. I can feel it.


Lol and yes it issss a LONG ASS WALK down there. Everyday there and back, rain or shine, sleet, or snow. We are out there. Smoking....hahaha

<3Thanks for your support and comments <3 They all made me lol

LOOOK AT THIS
http://www.vogue.com/vogue-daily/article/vd-here-come-the-really-cool-girls-offduty-model-looks-at-the-couture/?mbid=v_su_ppc_offduty

Im a Shitty Person

And I dont care at all.

Im a Shitty person cause my ex-boyfriend just posted "I'm checking into rehab, 'cause everything that we had, didn't mean a thing to you" from the Love Drunk song(?) and ya know. He pisses me off. Like fuck him. Sooo I posted another line from the song "All the bullshit you put me through" with a little <3 next to it. Heres to you asshole :] haha yet another reason I hate facebook

Yes I am infact a person who seeks revenge, he was a total dick, I gave him chance after chance and he was just shitty. I know how immature, dont try to tell me Im not :P Cause I really am sometimes. Most of the time I act my age...hahaha

I really appreciate the fact that you like the thinspo I put together. :D Ill keep trying to put one up with every post <3

Cause all the good times, They give you cancer

Haha for the next forever Im just gonna do song lyric titles and movie references.

Today was really nice, I mean fucking freezing, but nice. Everyday I walk from my school to a deli down this long ass walk. I google mapped it lol here :]



I walk there and back everyday. I dont know the exact distance. Although its hard to tell, theres a shit ton of hills and walking up them after 2 or 3 cigarettes makes it so much harder @__@ haha but its good for me. I also got a little high. lol Art was awesome.

I ate:
coffee X2
tea x2
Hot chocolate
Turkey
Mashed Potatoes
Broccoli
Bread
Diet Pepsi X2

OH MY GOD I was so embarrassed today X.X I plugged my USB in while talking to the boy I like and it just started playing all the pics! The first one to pop up was of me and my ex-boyfriend kissing. >.< Im sure I turned bright red. I dont know why I have it either. I dont want to delete it ughhh. Anyone else Id be cool, but Marcus? ughhh X.X I would rather my thinspo folder start playing that I could just be like oh, I really liked the outfit or something, for an art project.
Ok. Deep Breath.
Gotta gather my cool back.....ok got it together. Bahahaha little freak out there ^-^
lol I sound like a tool.

Grams home. Really happy. Hes chilling with the parents right now. w/e. He gave me his bracelet from when he was a baby, in otherwords my writs fit into a baby bracelet.

Ok heres my deal. I think Im thin. I just think I could be thinner I mean, I could probably stop here and be fine, but I wouldnt be perfect, you have to push yourself. And thats what Im doing. Pushing myself.

<3 thanks for the comments all you lovelies they really make me happy :D

What? Really? Again? Seriously?

Third day in a ROW that Ive been woken up early. 10am this time. Normally I cant fall asleep again either, but if I try hard enough I can. I end up rolling around alot, there has to be at least 10min of perfect silence for it to work though. I ended up getting out of bed at 11.

I feel like shit though, like I want to puke, and my stomach is messed up, and Im really tired. I spent like 80% of the day going up and down stairs because I kept having to retrieve christmas decor from my basement. I got 1room "done" I also put up like 1/4 my tree. I love christmas, just not today. Totally not in the mood.

Dad came home today. No fights....YET. lol He is actually going into the city for work tomorrow yay!! and Grams coming home cant wait!

Annie: I fucking love MCR to the death. Ill post some pics of my room later and you can see all the posters and shit I have of them. Its hilarious, Ill also share some concert pics. I saw them in Madison Square Garden and I had seen them before that as The Black Parade. My friends use to call me Ferard cause I used to look like Gerard(when my hair was shorter) and I had all of Franks energy and hyperness lol I <3 MCR

Ariana: You were totally right about the nose thing! We had some Realtor over :/ not that exciting by my nose stopped itching XD I have a food journal that I keep alot of my thinspo in. But I keep all of it on my USB, I have a whole series of folders you have to go through. From the whole usb-->work-->math(cause its about +/-)--> thinspo-->fattys or before and after folders.

Love you all <3 Love all your blogs <3 Love all your comments <3 love all your AWESOME