Thank you girls so much for all your support :] I hung out with him last night and he didnt make a single sexual joke, and it mad e me really happy! Im gonna talk to him soon about it, I just have to fing the balls to do it hahaha :] Im probaly going to bring it up if he starts with the behind the back jokes again. I think he sortof gets that Im not really kinky girl. :] And saving for marriage is pretty cool, to have someone that special.
Today was rather uneventful, My mum and I finished painting the garage floor and we have to let it dry for a few days :/ Otherwise, my mum hugged me and she told me "ohh your wastin away to nothing!" after that I went and cut up an apple, but it tasted kindof funny so I didnt eat it :D No lunch and coffee for breakfast! Since it was labor day, and the last day of summer before school, My parents made a big meal. Steak, potatoes, salad, asparagus, corn, and bread. Ugh, soo much food! I had 1/2 the steak, salad, asparagus, and a little corn. :D Im still stuffed full of food! I waled about 2.5miles today, not the best but some. >.< didnt weigh myself either!
School tomorrow! Im wearing new jeans and a shirt thats lace in the back and can show off my bony back! Cant pinch an inch back there! Ill try and get a pic <3 Coffee for breakfast, nothing for lunch, and small dinner? yes :] During the school year I normally pocket the $20 a week for lunch and just not eat. I get cash and thinner!
okies, I gotta go lovelies! <33 thank yo all so much, love ya to the bone!
Monday, September 6, 2010
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Size 3
I went jean shopping today, at PacSun of course(only place I go for jeans!) and I was a size3 and I looked great in them!! I got couple of new shirts ooo now I cant wait for school!! still 106!! I walked 3.6miles today, mostly when I was helping paint the garage floor :]
Time for a little bf info rant... Im not exactly the kindof girl who puts out >.< I dont do kinky thing with my bf; Im not the kindof person to do that. I've never been. What makes me happy is kissing, holding hands, snuggling close, and kidding around. My bf on the other hand, is a very kinky person. Now, he would never push me to do something I dont want to... but hes not exactly subtle about his lack of physical adventures. It really makes me feel like a bad girlfriend and person, but I know that if I gave him what he wanted I would feel even worse about myself. Im not saving myself for marriage or anything like that, that ship has sailed, but Im not comfortable nor do I find it fun to do kinky things. I kindof stopped talking to him today, he went on 4Chan and was making jokes about the fact that he doesnt get any. He told me about it and what people said to him like "kick that bitch to the curb" and I have enough problems in my life. this shouldnt be one of them. ugh. Im sorry this is so off topic but I really had to get it out of my system.
Love ya girls <33
Time for a little bf info rant... Im not exactly the kindof girl who puts out >.< I dont do kinky thing with my bf; Im not the kindof person to do that. I've never been. What makes me happy is kissing, holding hands, snuggling close, and kidding around. My bf on the other hand, is a very kinky person. Now, he would never push me to do something I dont want to... but hes not exactly subtle about his lack of physical adventures. It really makes me feel like a bad girlfriend and person, but I know that if I gave him what he wanted I would feel even worse about myself. Im not saving myself for marriage or anything like that, that ship has sailed, but Im not comfortable nor do I find it fun to do kinky things. I kindof stopped talking to him today, he went on 4Chan and was making jokes about the fact that he doesnt get any. He told me about it and what people said to him like "kick that bitch to the curb" and I have enough problems in my life. this shouldnt be one of them. ugh. Im sorry this is so off topic but I really had to get it out of my system.
Love ya girls <33
Saturday, September 4, 2010
You are my sunshine ^.^
All you girls are, your blogs, your comments, your support. I read every one of your blogs and every one of your comments and they all mean the world to me! Even if I don't always comment, I hope you all know I read everything <33
Gah! Im freezing!! GUESS WHAT??! im 106.0Lbs today!! ooooo Im so happy! 3days till school, Ill probably loose another pound, or at least stay the same ^-^ either way... My dad woke me up real early today! 10:30am!!(hahah i know, but its waay early for me!) my parents are redoing the Garage, adn that involves taking EVERYTHING(alot) out, vacuuming the solid inch of fine dust and dirt on the floor, power washing the floor, painting the floor with a 3part process paint, and then moving everything back in. I had to help get most of the stuff out. and then came the vacuum. It was painfull, there was so much fine dust it killed the vacuum. My dad powerwashed and I breathed in the dust and the water in the air. >.< I'm still having trouble breathing!
for breakfast I had grapefruit, with coffee. Then water for lunch. My mom made cookies and I had to have one so my mom wouldn't feel bad, it filled me up >.< Then my parents made salad and steak :D so a little bit of steak and a big bowel of salad! And tea. lol I also had a bunch of honeydew melon today, that was yummy! Ugh, I ate so much today that I hope I didnt ruin my weight X.x Ehh, I still have 3days to fix it!!!
LOVE YA TO THE BONES<3
Gah! Im freezing!! GUESS WHAT??! im 106.0Lbs today!! ooooo Im so happy! 3days till school, Ill probably loose another pound, or at least stay the same ^-^ either way... My dad woke me up real early today! 10:30am!!(hahah i know, but its waay early for me!) my parents are redoing the Garage, adn that involves taking EVERYTHING(alot) out, vacuuming the solid inch of fine dust and dirt on the floor, power washing the floor, painting the floor with a 3part process paint, and then moving everything back in. I had to help get most of the stuff out. and then came the vacuum. It was painfull, there was so much fine dust it killed the vacuum. My dad powerwashed and I breathed in the dust and the water in the air. >.< I'm still having trouble breathing!
for breakfast I had grapefruit, with coffee. Then water for lunch. My mom made cookies and I had to have one so my mom wouldn't feel bad, it filled me up >.< Then my parents made salad and steak :D so a little bit of steak and a big bowel of salad! And tea. lol I also had a bunch of honeydew melon today, that was yummy! Ugh, I ate so much today that I hope I didnt ruin my weight X.x Ehh, I still have 3days to fix it!!!
LOVE YA TO THE BONES<3
Friday, September 3, 2010
Lady luck is a skinny bitch
Today was pretty good :] I went and got my nails done with my Mom. I had coffee for breakfast, nothing for lunch and Lucky lucky me!... My parents went out to Applebees for dinner, leaving me behind ;D I poured some soup in a bowl, slathered it around, and poured about half of it behind my house in the woods. I left the rest sitting on my counter (thanks hopingformore ;D) I went upstairs to weigh myself and was I in for a good surprise, 107.0Lbs! Thats with jean shorts, ugg boots, a belly full of water and peaches, and one of my boyfriends big shirts...:D ohh how I wish I had my wii to get an accurate weight!
thanks so much all of you for all of your support and comments <3 i really appreciate it and they really keep me going!!
so I've got 4days till school, 107.0lbs. Im gonna make my goal of atleast 106.0 no problem :D
love ya to the bones girls
thanks so much all of you for all of your support and comments <3 i really appreciate it and they really keep me going!!
so I've got 4days till school, 107.0lbs. Im gonna make my goal of atleast 106.0 no problem :D
love ya to the bones girls
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