It's the definition of fail

Well I'm back and I'm very very fat. I ate so much this weekend it's going to make some of you sick. If you have a heart condition, are pregnant or have trouble standing, please avert your eyes from the rest of this post. Some of you may think it can be that bad but au contrair. Thursday wasn't that bad. But Friday was a disaster. I had forgotten to take my medication. I ate:
Eggs
English muffin
Ramen
Hot chocolate x3
Kraft mac and cheese
Roastbeef cheese mayo lettuce sandwich
Chocolate
Diet coke x3
Apple
Lasagna
Ice cream+chocolate syrup+cherris
Granola

That was one day. I was about to burst the entire day. I felt so damn sick. I'm sure I missed a few things on that list >.< Saturday I ate granola, coffee, hotchocolate, steak, vegtables, hotdog, and diet coke. Not that horrible. I feel horribly fat though. I'm going to eat as little as I can.

Currently I'm typing this up on my iPod so I'm going to read all your lovley blogs tomorrow during school. I can't wait to catch up on all that I've missed. I have missed you all sooo much!! Stay thin.... Even if I haven't.

vermontVermont

I'm going to by tonight ugh so no post for 3 days!! Sorry :( don't have much time so this is about all I can post! Love you girls illmiss you!! Stay thin!!! :D

Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?

who me? yes, it was me >.< I stole 2, with a giant mug of hot chocolate complete with heavy cream. I feel like such a fatty! Its terrible. For dinner my mom made a huge piece of chicken, breaded, fried, and served over butter coated pasta. It was way to much food. and theres no end in sight.

Im going to Vermont this weekend. My parents are going to be watching everything I eat...or dont eat. I know its going to be all hotdogs, and hamburgers. Not a green thing to eat. Im going to gain like 5Lbs. ewww. 1Lb, not so bad. 5lbs? murder! My mom hugged me today and started pinching my back fat! I asked her "what are you doing??" she said "theres nothing there, your pretty bony"(there was plenty there to grab) ugh. I love my mom, I love her huggs and kisses, but if every hug is a way to see if Ive lost weight I dont want them anymore. fuuck

Im veryy sleeepy! Love you girls <33

Burnt out

Dear lord I have no energy. But today rocked! I didn't get any comments on my weight but I know I looked great. Or at least that's what I choose to believe. Haha. All my classes are pretty good. Art went very well I ended upfalling asleep at 3 last night. Woke up at 6 and was falling asleep in my chair today.

As far as food goes, I had coffee, diet pepsi, and a little pasta and vodka sauce with asparagus. It was reeealy tasty. I made just enough so there was no leftovers so I couldn't sneak down and have some. I might just go on a mini binge tonight cause my mom was calling me rally bony :) but the last thing I need is them getting suspicious. So keeping up apperences won't hurt.

I'm sure I've forgotten to mention something so be ready for a double post. Hahahaha love you girls to the bone!

12:05am no rest for the weary then.

Ugh. I miss having a laptop. It was my moms that she uses in school cause she's a teacher. Now that schools starting again she gets to take it back :( I'm currently writing this from my iPod touch. I have to wake up at 6:00am for school. For a girl who is used to falling asleep at 3 and waking up at noon, this is going to be incredibly difficult. I need to shower and do my hair and look great tomorrow. My high school is extreamly small. 175 kids in my grade. And were one of the larger grades. The middle school is attached to the highschool and we share lunch rooms, were tiny. I know just about every one in my grade and the grade below me. It's kindof weird. To think tomorrow I'll be top dog in school. Seniors ftw! It doesn't make a difference to me though. I don't drive, I wouldn't use tv senior lounge. . . Gosh Im like peter pan. I'm never going to grow up! Haha

I was hoping that blogging would kindof tire me out :/ te not really working. Goodnigt all you bones!