So I dont have a laptop so Im typing this from my fone I hope it works XD tomorrow Im going into the city with Gram. Gonna go see the tree all lit up at Rockerfeller center, then were going to china town for prokbuns(yum unhealthy and fattening) were doing ALOT of walking so Im thinking heels :) I love wearing heels into the city, my feet dont get sore.
Today I ate:
Mac and cheese (toystory)
Hot chocolate
Sour patch kids
Icee (1/2)
Water
Diet pepsi (2)
Swiss steak sandwich
Cheese
Ohhmygod I ate alot today D: ewewew IM GONNA BE FAT oh...I like 90% was eaten cause I was...well mary jane was good to me.
I dont want anyone to get the wrong idea about me. Im not a druggie. Everyone binges. I just binge on bud....that leads to food. Lol

So This Happened XD

He started it and I played along, and then I was just an ass XD OMG he came into school with his nails painted BRIGHT BLUE. He said his little sister painted them while he was sleeping, but there wasnt a chip, bump, mush, nothing on those nails. Ladies, you know. If you dont sit perfectly still and do nothing till they are 150% Dry they will get messed up. And he slept with wet nails and they came out perfect? No. Sorry doesn't work. I dont believe Ive shared a picture of him. Hes chubby, short(my height), and his hair is to his lower back.

Oh did I fail to mention he gets mistaken for a girl? alot? Like truckers have tried to get his number. Lol

Im sorry I just had to share this

Baller Day

Lol I want to go into detail, but I dont want someone to find this. Long story short I was blazed(high) from 7:28Am-12:30pm. If thats not a win day I dont know what is! Haha. I dont think I ate much today. Although my mom made my FAVORITE!! Swiss Steak, egg noodles, and spinach. ohhhhhhh yum :3 I only had soda otherwise...yea lol

Good times today. hahaha :D

Going into NYC some day this week, Thursday I think. Then some AP Art Field trip on Friday.Saturday I'm supposed to go over to Marcus's house and watch anime with him :3 I hope we get snuggly ^-^ This will be a fantastic week. I can feel it.


Lol and yes it issss a LONG ASS WALK down there. Everyday there and back, rain or shine, sleet, or snow. We are out there. Smoking....hahaha

<3Thanks for your support and comments <3 They all made me lol

LOOOK AT THIS
http://www.vogue.com/vogue-daily/article/vd-here-come-the-really-cool-girls-offduty-model-looks-at-the-couture/?mbid=v_su_ppc_offduty

Im a Shitty Person

And I dont care at all.

Im a Shitty person cause my ex-boyfriend just posted "I'm checking into rehab, 'cause everything that we had, didn't mean a thing to you" from the Love Drunk song(?) and ya know. He pisses me off. Like fuck him. Sooo I posted another line from the song "All the bullshit you put me through" with a little <3 next to it. Heres to you asshole :] haha yet another reason I hate facebook

Yes I am infact a person who seeks revenge, he was a total dick, I gave him chance after chance and he was just shitty. I know how immature, dont try to tell me Im not :P Cause I really am sometimes. Most of the time I act my age...hahaha

I really appreciate the fact that you like the thinspo I put together. :D Ill keep trying to put one up with every post <3

Cause all the good times, They give you cancer

Haha for the next forever Im just gonna do song lyric titles and movie references.

Today was really nice, I mean fucking freezing, but nice. Everyday I walk from my school to a deli down this long ass walk. I google mapped it lol here :]



I walk there and back everyday. I dont know the exact distance. Although its hard to tell, theres a shit ton of hills and walking up them after 2 or 3 cigarettes makes it so much harder @__@ haha but its good for me. I also got a little high. lol Art was awesome.

I ate:
coffee X2
tea x2
Hot chocolate
Turkey
Mashed Potatoes
Broccoli
Bread
Diet Pepsi X2

OH MY GOD I was so embarrassed today X.X I plugged my USB in while talking to the boy I like and it just started playing all the pics! The first one to pop up was of me and my ex-boyfriend kissing. >.< Im sure I turned bright red. I dont know why I have it either. I dont want to delete it ughhh. Anyone else Id be cool, but Marcus? ughhh X.X I would rather my thinspo folder start playing that I could just be like oh, I really liked the outfit or something, for an art project.
Ok. Deep Breath.
Gotta gather my cool back.....ok got it together. Bahahaha little freak out there ^-^
lol I sound like a tool.

Grams home. Really happy. Hes chilling with the parents right now. w/e. He gave me his bracelet from when he was a baby, in otherwords my writs fit into a baby bracelet.

Ok heres my deal. I think Im thin. I just think I could be thinner I mean, I could probably stop here and be fine, but I wouldnt be perfect, you have to push yourself. And thats what Im doing. Pushing myself.

<3 thanks for the comments all you lovelies they really make me happy :D