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Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Water!! Water!! Water!!

I drank water 90% of the day :] it was yummy and filling! haha I only ate dinner today, I hadn't realized that I hadn't eaten till 8:00pm when my Dad got home and yelled "DINNER!!" up the stairs at me :] When I got down to the kitchen, my Mom had cooked chicken in a green curry sauce, rice, caramelized onion, asparagus, and indian Nan bread :] ohh it was so delicious!! @_________@ I didnt eat the bread, or finish the chicken, however I ate every last bite of curry soaked rice and vegetables! It wasn't very much rice, no more then 1 1/2cup. >.> I wonder if theres any left...no! bad me no more food :]

I was planning on going out with my boyfriend today, but he fell asleep at noon and slept till 10:30pm X.X so I was stuck at home, if I had gone out I wouldnt have eaten dinner at all. Tomorrow I plan on going out to work with my him, then I wont have to eat at all!! oo and my parents are out tomorrow, no one to watch if I eat! WOOT!

Its a new month tomorrow! Im gonna try my hardest and loose a pound or two before school starts on the 7th! Seeing as I lost alot of weight over the summer It will be awesome to go into school and see the look on all the peoples faces who called me fat behind by back :] **insert smug smile here**

ok, so tomorrow:
Water
facial
nails- basically anything thats not food.
Im gonna clean as much of the house as I can (suck up to my mom, i need some new jeans!)
and watch Fight Club(If you havent seen it GO NOW and find it its fucking EPIC) haha

I love you girls <3 you kick fat ass!! haha :D
<33 stay thin!!

Monday, August 30, 2010

Sleepy...sleepy...sleepzzzz

Im so tired, its not funny! Today was my dads birthday, My mom and I made his Chocolate Cheesecake and a crazy veal dish! It was made of Mozzarella, prosciutto, sautéed mushrooms, fried eggplant, and fried veal all stacked ontop of eachother like a lasagna. I'm not fond of eggplant or mushrooms, But it was pretty good. 90%of the dish was fried >.< on the other hand, it was the only thing I ate today.

Other then the fried thing I had water, tea, and diet Pepsi. It was not an exciting day at all in my house! lmao. My wii broke and so I cant use my Wii fit :[ aww! haha as soon as I get $75 ill fix it :P I was all out of coconut today...until my mom came home with blue bunny coconut icecream bars! Ill resist somehow ;D I can totally understand why people dont like Coconut, its pretty weird haha


I love love love love all you girls! and you comments! lol <33 sorry for such a lame post!
Im going to catch up on all your blogs, before I fall asleep. I love reading them!
stay thin<3333

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Coconutty

I tend to be pretty good at resisting food, but I have a major weakness. Coconut. I cant help it >.< I make coconut Macrons, and eat coconut Ice cream/gelato, Pinacoladas, coconut gum, coconut meat, if it has coconuts in it, im eating it X[ ahhh Im currently trying to get everything coconut out of my house. I have a ton of shredded sweetened coconut in my house for coconut macrons; Im going to save it and cook macrons for the first day of school and give them all away :] lmao this a post about coconut. Im awesome :D

Oh my good golly gosh. My boyfriend scared the shit out of me! He told me he has a blog. He knows I have a blog. I'm scared to death hes reading this cause I know he would never tell me if he found it :[ He told me he only has it to make money -_- but that doesn't calm my nerves. ugh. if he find this and is reading this, HELLO THERE! DONT BE A JERK. STOP READING YOUU!! lmao

I made a To-Do list for tomorrow cause my parents will both be out. Ive got Print/past thinspo pictures in book
jog for 45min
always move, no sitting down and watching tv
Go for all liquid day: Water
iced tea(arizona iced tea mix 0cal)
Tea
Diet Pepsi+lemon
coffee


<33 think thin :D

** interesting title having to do with my day**

sorry about my deplorable title I couldn't think of anything ^-^

Thanks girlies for your comments and support! (I know I say this almost every post!) It really helps me keep going! And thanks for the tip on the melatonin! next time at the store I'll look for it :D I'll try anything to sleep!

Well, today was rather uneventful. I made it to 2:30Pm without eating. Not much of an accomplishment seeing as I woke up at 11:30am haha :D I finally gave in and made a very small sandwich out of Bread, Cheese, Mayo, Lettuce, and Onion. I made it with the intention of doing the 'chew & spit' thing, about halfway through it I determined it was too tasty to spit and just ate that last few bites. After that I Drank water and Diet Coke. I got my mind out of the Kitchen and cleaned my Birds cage. (I love my pet birdie, hes the most important thing to me in the world. I cant imagine life without him)When Purdy's(my bird)cage was shiny clean I tryed somthing tasty. Rather then drink my plain Diet Pepsi, I squeezed a lemon, added a big spoonful of splenda to it and put it in a bottle. When I drink my Diet Pepsi, I add a Tbls of my lemon to it. Its reallly tasty. (I know Lemon diet pepsi exists and it wasnt my Idea but its real fresh and easy to make!)

that was my day....until!(dramatic music)

My parents came home from some day trip to a park. Without my knowledge, they put together steak, onion, mayo, lettuce, and bread sandwiches. That was dinner. ugh. So full, and unhealthy! oh well :] it was delicious. No dessert though. Gonna pump myself full of Laxies and water tonight. :D

has anyone seen the comercials for the Reebok easy tone sneakers? they make me want to never show my legs again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GoRbDm644E8&feature=related
Im thinking about getting a pair of toning shoes from payless. They have the knockoff of sketchers shape-ups for cheap! I would love to have an ass/legs like the ones in the commercial. Thinspo anyone? lol

Oh and I got a pedometer. not a real one that counts my steps. its the handheld one to count people. Im going to try and use it till my real pedometer comes in the mail :]
<33

Saturday, August 28, 2010

:D Abby-normal

sometimes I feel like an abnormally happy person. It takes so much for me to feel really down. When I gain a pound, I say to myself "fast today!" and a walk away. Im not sure why I'm so positive. My parents dont seem especially optimistic. hmmmm! Maybe its my ADHD? and I am confusing hyper with happy. oh well! haha :]

so City was a food catastrophe! I had a weird little sandwich for breakfast, then when I got into NY, we went to Toys R' Us, and I bought lost of candy. My friends helped me eat most of it, but i'm still stuck with a big lollipop, and Warhead candy. We went to Starbucks twice! I got a Iced Tea, then a Latte. For dinner we went to an Italian Restaurant and I got Penne al Vodka. I was the only one who didnt eat the entire plate. I had about half. While we were in Grand Central I got some Indian Food too. It was quite a food filled day. lol bright side? didn't have McDonald's XD

We did infact do A TON of walking. Probably not enough to counteract my food frenzy, but it was great for my legs! OH AND I GOT 3 BOXES OF CRAYONS FOR $1.00!! lol I'm a strange artist, so things like that really make me happy. I'm extremely hyper/happy tonight. Im gonna watch some Thinspo Vids, then add on to this. (gonna try and stop my double and tripple posts)

One more thing. I love your comments, I read each and every one of them(even if I dont respond) and They mean the world to me. I love you girls <33

(39 min later...)

Well, I didnt find any really good thinspo tonight :[ but no worries, even a little helps! I was just coloring in my food Journal; My journal is very colorful. I put little quotes down on the bottom of every page. Its nice to see a new inspiring quote every couple days! I'll need to post a pic one day ^-^ I have my weight, and total calories next to the date. In the back of my it, I keep a list of reasons to keep loosing weight. Ive dedicated a few pages to some thinspo that I have yet to print. Overall, its very me :D

I took a benydryl to help me fall asleep BEFORE 3am @___________@ anyone know a better over the counter sleep aid?(I know benadryl isnt a sleep aid but it works the same!) I have some insomnia, and when school starts im going to need to be going to bed at like 11 :/

Stay thin!! <33