What a waste of a Day...

Well I did pretty good as far as food went today. Gram and I went to a local deli, and both got Vitamin Waters(150cals) We were supposed to have lots do today. We had a whole list of things, but somehow we wasted about 4 hours, an hour of that was stuck in traffic and lost. We ended up going to Starbucks, Borders, gym equipment store, gas station, and a music store. After 3hrs of driving around to those places, the only thing we had to show for all that was coffees, and a guitar strap for a friend. Ugh. It was such a waste of a day!

to top it all off, my friend totally bailed on me and my brother so now Im stuck at home till Gram gets home from his friends house. I got a brand new pipe today, its so cute and whistles...I just dont know what to name it. We were gonna blaze but nooooooo. Oh well, were gonna do that later anyway.

So my food today:
Vitamin Water
Water
Diet Pepsi
Vanilla Latte
Ham
Potatoes
Broccoli
Water

So not much eaten. Im really really tired though. I havent gotten any sleep in the past couple days. Im so sorry Im out of energy.

...And then I got High

Okay Vermont was really hard. No joke! My parents made me eat every morning, and lunch, and dinner. EW. I did about half the skiing I normally do, I just wanted to sleep and read. There were other families in the house we were staying in, and I dont like any of them. Vermont is hell. Theres no Cell service, or WiFi, or people. It sucks.

We were supposed to come home on thursday, but Gram and I convinced my dad to come home a day early. It was the longest 4 hours of my life. SHIT! We finally hot home and within moments of unpacking the car me and my brother were out the door with a nice blunt. I was going to do so much, blog, catch up, eat LIGHTLY, do laundry, get cleaned up, etc. But nope. We got home at 11:45Pm still blazed, and I got a little drunk.

So all plans bashed I did the most stupid thing I have ever done. High, with munchies, I went to MCDONALDS. I got a angus beef snack rap, large fries, diet pepsi, and a 5 piece crispy chicken strips all with mayo, catsup, and honey mustard.

Long story short: my stomach is fat and in pain, I really need to pee but Im way to tired to, and my nose is annoying me.

<3

One thing I relized from the book mentioned in my last post is weight lies. It fluctuates like crazy. Why do we get so worked up about it? Its natural to go up and down! Im going to start using much more accturate mesurments(besides weight) and thats Total Inches(TI) thats circumfrence of upper arms(mid bicep) waist, hips, and both legs mid thigh. Added all together is the TI. Wheb this changes, its a real change not a daily fluctuation :) I cant wait to get home now

Hello beautifuls! Im sorry I went AWOL, I was in VT...still in vt actually. Ive been reading this amazing book called 4hour Body by Timothy Ferriss. It sounds like a gimick I know but its a real eye opener as to the myths of weight loss and how easy it it. Im actually going to try some of his programs and Ill tell yall how it goes. The first thing Im trying it his routine for the perfect ass. And all it requires is a Kettle ball. You swing it between your legs then swinging it up to shoulder height for 20min 2twice a week, and in 4weeks...perfect ass. Im hoping to hell it works. Also....the holidays made me really fat. :( like...im...chubby and I barley fit into the clothes I got for Christmas. Fuck.
Ill be home tomorrow to clean up my post :(

The Holidays are not an Excuse.

This story starts way back at around 9:00Pm last night. Me and Gram got so high and went to see Tron. The acting was 100%shit but everything else was amazing. Especially Daft Punk. Wow. I was in the theater with a whole bunch of annoying hipsters. hahaha. We ended up getting home at around 1:00Am Christmas morning, and went to bed at 2:00Am and then I woke up at 8:00am...in other words-To damn early. My parents and I waited around till 9:00am to open presents. I got an amazingly warn fur aviator hat, a ring, starbucks card, money, some tea, games for the Wii, and $345 worth of clothes from PacSun. Needless to say the day started out pretty fucking good.

So at this point Im a bit tired but really excited about my gifts and etc, so its all good. My brother and I decided its time for a blunt, and leave. Now we have some pretty Dank weed on us, some real sour Sour Diesel. We roll that up and cruise for a good couple hours, and maaaan. It was good. Really good. We got home and...and...

I totally ate a whole bag of fucking Doritoes. Cool Ranch too. Then I did nothing. I had some alcohol+heavy ceram, fuck that. Then I had Champagne, double fuck that. I ate a huge piece of beef +mashed potatoes +asparagus and holy fucking shit, Im full. To the point where I dont want to move let alone live.

AND I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF ITS THE HOLIDAYS.
I can not use that as an excuse anymore for eating badly. Even if it is the holidays its not worth the work Im going to need to do to work it all off. And I will look like SHIT in all my new clothes. Im a size 3 skinny jeans. Im a size 14 after a day like today. Ew just fucking ew.

This is disgusting.

FUCK. Im going to Vermont tomorrow also. and noone wants to. I fucking hate VT. There is less to do there then there is here. And Skiing is no exercise whatsoever. Im moving but its not work for me. Im so goddamn pissed off about goin g up to this fucking cabin in the woods. <3

Merry Christmas.