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Friday, December 3, 2010

Starting the perfect movin it playlist. First 3 songs

Shimmy Shimmy Ya- Ol' Dirty Bastard
Kountry Gentleman- Family Force 5
People of the Sun- Rage Against the Machine

Ok Listen to it. Get the feel of what Im doing, Dance to it, love it! Any suggestions as to what else should go with this??

Wax Museum and Force Fed Pizza


God I think wax museums are cool. I went on this art field trip, the place was an hour away, on one of those mini buses >.< not alot of room. ButI had an awesome time. We painted with wax, my pieces turned out really well :]

unfortunately the teacher ordered pizza(bad pizza) for lunch. I was planing on just drinking tea, until my teacher said "Adrienne, why arent you eating? go get a slice." Shes already reported 2 other students of being anorexic I dont need that bullshit, so I ate a small slice. When I was about to put my plate in the trash she goes
"Adrienne, theres another slice here have it"
"Oh, no thank you"
"Weeellll come on it wont hurt you"

Yes Ms. M.It will hurt me. It will make me fat. And I cant have that.
I ended up eating the pizza :[ All I could think about for the next hour was "god she made me eat it. Oh god, Im not gonna even work this off"

Intake:
Shredded dried beef(late night chinese)
Left over pasta from Olive Garden
Regular Pepsi
Diet pepsi x2
Sour Patch Watermelon
Pork Bun
Hot Chocolate
Tea
Water
Pizza X2
Wonton Soup

Im not feeling well. Im actually really really tired. I also have a cold D: <3 I love you girls and now that I have a moment alone I can catch up on all of them <33 Love ya!
Thin Dreams

Thursday, December 2, 2010

How many benadryl
Do you
Think it takes
To die?
Theres no need to worry about me :) Im not suicidal at all. Im gonna be here as usual. Im just curious. I took like 3 maybe 4 of them I really need the sleep...no....i just really dont want to be in my house or my head.

Jeezus this sounds sew depressing! Hahaha Im watching a show on the Kennedys and wow jackie kennedy looks amazing.

Im so thankful for ADHD cause its so easy for me to ignore the bullshit downstairs. Turn up the music, or tv, or whatever.

<3

New York, New York.

Well, I got up at 7 and then my brother and I went into the city. We walked so far. We walked to Times Square, then to Rockefeller Center. We visited the Nintendo/Pokemon canter there and I got some pretty sweet Mario/Yoshi pajama pants!

Unfortunately Gram had a doctors appointment some un-godly distance away, so we got on the subway. Although I have lived 90% of my life in New York, I am not much of a City Girl. One thing Ive had to teach people is that New York is a State while New York City is a City within the state lol. Long story short, we got lost, nice man helped us out. We also met a large man dressed as the joker who proceeded to tell us about how his woman left him...

I wore heels to the city and my feet are KILLING ME! lol ok its not that bad actually. I didnt even see any really skinny people in the city...just like average. Thats shocking! I mean today I only ate some sushi and a little soup. One coffee and water :] plus all that walking!

I totally weighed 105.0Lbs today D: broke my heart a little bit. But Im gonna work on that.

this post has no energy @_________@ Im sorry about that girls. I had a rough night. My mom picked me and Gram up from the city and they talked the entire way home. like 2hrs. I turned on my Ipod as soon as my mom started about leaving my dad, and how the only reason she stayed with him for 20 years even though she hates him was because of Gram and I- mcr. Loud. really loud. drown it out. dont cry Adrienne. -dont mean to much to me, im who Ive got to be-

<3

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

So I dont have a laptop so Im typing this from my fone I hope it works XD tomorrow Im going into the city with Gram. Gonna go see the tree all lit up at Rockerfeller center, then were going to china town for prokbuns(yum unhealthy and fattening) were doing ALOT of walking so Im thinking heels :) I love wearing heels into the city, my feet dont get sore.
Today I ate:
Mac and cheese (toystory)
Hot chocolate
Sour patch kids
Icee (1/2)
Water
Diet pepsi (2)
Swiss steak sandwich
Cheese
Ohhmygod I ate alot today D: ewewew IM GONNA BE FAT oh...I like 90% was eaten cause I was...well mary jane was good to me.
I dont want anyone to get the wrong idea about me. Im not a druggie. Everyone binges. I just binge on bud....that leads to food. Lol