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Sunday, June 19, 2011

I feel like the incredible hulk... in a bad way

Just added up my calories from yesterday, did the math and my grand total was 1325calories. I cant believe it. I had general tsaos(spelling?) Chicken and rice for dinner, not alot but about half of it. Chess had the other half. I figured out what trips me up when I go to Chess's house, its soda. He drinks caffiene free pepsi, which is a gold can. In my head anything thats not in a navy blue can means diet, so i end up drinking all 150calories. It seems like such a silly mistake, but i dont notice the difference because its not quite as sugary/surupie tasting as regular pepsi. Im going to have to watch that.

On an unrelated note, Chess's moms new nickname for me is "skinny" and honestly i dont appreciate it. I dont need to be made fun of for being skinny. I cant take pride in being so skiny that i get called "skinny", i just feel like theyre making fun of me. Uggh. I dont want to ask Chess to tell her to stop because shes such a nice lady and it would be more awkward then it already is with her sometimes. 

I didnt eat much yet, just a bagel and some coffee, but were probably gonna have a big dinner cause its fathers day ugh Thin dreams <3

2 comments:

  1. So glad your back lovie!!!! <3 we all have our bad days and I'm sure you'll do better today :D stay strong girlie

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  2. I had the same problem! I was drinking some orange soda and I thought it was diet but no... it was 130 calories! That stinks I hate it when people call me skinny... I just feel awkward and fat!

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