Cluckin Russian and OH MY GOD 103

Look at them! They are PERFECT I wish I looked like that, their soooooo damn cute :3

Its a sandwich and oh-bi-gosh I was craving one! It is a horrible thing thats made a chicken cutlet, russian dressing, bacon, provolone cheese all on a roll. Oh their sooo good, and soooooooooo greasy D: BUT! I totally didnt eat it :D Instead I got candy :[ and a blue Jolt(energy drink 180cal)

HOLD BALLS I JUST WEIGHED MYSELF 103.0LBS :D I had to reweigh myself at least 5times before I believed it! Im really really really happy! wow! Ive been feeling like Im eating everything left and right....guess not O.o Ugh, I really want to eat a ton of food right now! Im thinking edamame, hot chocolate, chocolates...

well(SO FAR) today I ate:
Candy(200)
Jolt(180)
Pasta+Alfredo sauce+onions+Cheese(?)
Diet Pepsi(0)
Water(0)

I need to start "forgetting" my wallet before I walk down to the deli everyday cause 1. its killing my cash stash and 2. they have no healthy food there whatsoever! The only thing under 500 calories is gum and Diet soda! and Cigarettes...lol I mean, it is just like a quick coffee stop, its not supposed to be good for you, just fast ans cheap-ish. I really need pics of this place for yall cause this store perfectly describes where I live. Middle of nowhere, lots of hunting stuf(guns bows, mounted deer heads) bad for you food and lots of snooty/rugged people.

I just got new speakers for my Ipod, Really loud ones :] nothing says fuck you like blasting some Rage Against The Machine at full volume :P

So tell me Bloggers...how you doin??

EVIL! BAHAHAHA

First... I BURN YOUR EYES!!

BAHAHAAHA

then I cool them with a sexy sexy man


And make you all inspired with this :]



Im sorry Im such a bad person/total fangirl
Im so damn happy right now and I dont even know why!! GAHH!! I didnt eat much today AT ALL!

Life-savers
Vitamin water
Pasta w/ sauce
Grande vanilla Latte(starbucks)
Diet pepsi

I walked a shit ton today too. Like way to much! hahaha. OMG!

sorry this post had NOTHING to say >.< <3

MY CHEMICAL FREAKIN ROMANCE

So omg, I saw My Chemical Romance last night! I was like 10feet away from them and Gerard Way is an amazing sexy man upclose(and far away) :D they played Sing, Teenagers, Im Not Okay, Na Na Na Na Na Na, and Helena. They also played Planetary(Go!) during warm ups. XD they were amazing, and it was freeezing. 32degrees Farenheight. I was bundled up like a marshmellow, and I was still shivering. Jeezus. It was cold. And I have never been so tired in my life after that. Every time I see them, my heart stops cause they are that great **swoon** AND OMG I caught one or Ray Toro's Picks **swoon again** I have it tucked in with the battery of my cell phone so I cant loose it. :D :D :D :D

All I had to eat yesterday was:
Hotchocolate that some very nice girls in line shared with me
mac and cheese
Tea
Vitiamin water

Oh an the exercise I got was amazing. Try keeping yourself near the front of a crowd of the most dedicated MCR fans. Its not easy. Infact its damn near impossible! There were not alot of skinny girls there. weird! Ill get a pic up of my hair asap!

Ugh Im still reeling from the show :3 <33 love you all!

Free My Chem Concert

So there is a free mcr concert tomorrow and I hope hope hope I get it :) my day was horrid. Woke up to everyone fighting and gram getting in his car to leave. My parents are getting a divorce and my brother physically can't be in the same state as my father because of the stress it causes him. I ended up leaving the house and walking around for 2hours in the freezing cold woods. I finally came back home and was surfing the web when HOLY FUCK FREE CONCERT AND IM GOING!! I am sooooo happy. I'm not sure I'll actually get in to the show but ima try. I dyed my hair bright red...ruby red :) it looks awesome and I'm damn proud of it.

I'm on an itouch right now so it's gonna be hard to check you blogs D: but I am trying my best!! Oh mannn I'm dead tired. I passed out at around 12 and was abruptly woken up at 7 I think... Yea that's about right.

OHHHHHH IM SO DAMN EXCITED FOR MCR

So I ate:
Coffee
Chocolate
Roast beef grilled cheese
Water
Diet pepsi

Yea wow that's it. Totally thought I ate more then that. I walked at least 2miles today.

Love you girls <3

Hide and Seek

-Imogen Heap Its an amazing song. Really, it is. That song- the feeling is exactly how Im feeling right now. I hate everything, and everyone...almost <3

Marcus kissed me today...okay that was a little more then a kiss. That was full on make out. I though I had a thing for him...I do not. Nope. Hes just not from me >.< Jesus I'm picky about boys :[ I would kill for someone to snuggle up with though, right now would be nice.

105.0 today...

I ate
Chinese food
5guys Fries
lemonaid
Water
hot chocolate
Pizza
Chocolate
Cherry Coke
Brownie

I cant wait till monday, then I can not eat all day. I can return my life to normal. I hate my family. Cept my brother...I still love him. I want to tell you all whats happening with my family. But if I tell you...that would make it real. I dont want it to be real. Its not happening. Its not....<3