^Friend of mine on the left. She is perfectly skinny. Shes one of those girls who eats and eats and eats and eats and try as she mite she cant gain a pound. Shes got some bad hair in real life, and kindof a shitty personality...so I guess it the imperfections even out the perfections right? Plus, her the girl next to her looks sooooo big compared to her!! lol
So I binged today SOOO BADLY OMG. All I did today was EAT!! I woke up and noone was home, Ive been wanting to do this for a while but since its so bad for me I havent been. I didnt take my ADHD meds today so I was game for anything and everything. UGH I wish I had taken them X.X So anyway, I went downstairs and made myself some of those DELICIOUS mashed potatoes that you just add water to...ate it all. All 440 calories of it. Then after that I proceeded to eat chocolate wafer cookies(140). Decided that Pasta with Alfredo sauce was a great Idea(350). 2 coffees! (100) Tea(0) and then used the leftover pasta to make a sandwich with mayo, onion, lettuce and bread. I crave the WEIRDEST things. so that was at least (200) calories. And for dinner my dad made steak that I had with a salad and asparagus. Only healthy thing of the day.
OH and almost forgot Coconut Gelato. Fuck me.
On the bright side, no fighting from my parents today. :] its nice. We watched Inception(one of my favorite movies) Im waiting till like midnight to see MCR on a live web show(im so crazy) Im gonna waste time by saving thinspo to my USB.
Im really glad I have this blog and Im even more glad that people care enough to read it all (28)!! of you!! <3 It really means alot to me when you comment. It just helps to know that someones reading, and even remotely cares about what I do. <3333 I cant express how thankful I am for each and every one of you.
Thank you<3
I feel your pain sweetie! I had frequent visits from my own binge monster a little while ago! But you can get through it :) I believe in you! stay strong sweetie <3 I'm glad I get the chance to peek into your life I don't know what I'd do without you!!!
ReplyDeleteDon't worry. Tomorrow can be a new day - a new start. :)
ReplyDeleteI need to see Inception! I keep forgetting to rent it. Especially now I can rent things off the telly using the remote (like WOAH with the technology...).
ReplyDeleteMy Saturday was a pig-out, too. Like I just consumed EVERYTHING in the kitchen. We'll do better this week to make up for it!
xoxo